I miss the old days.
This morning, I gazed out to the street’s direction and see this little boy on a scooter skating away like it’s nobody’s business. Man. It reminded me so much of myself when I was young- free, pure hearted, and innocent. What would I pay to relive one of those days. Feeling the small breeze that felt like a clean gust of wind blowing past you while you use your environment...
If you were my true friend, you wouldn’t put someone you claim to be “equal” as me, above me. I’m not mad at you. I’m mad at this whole bullshit I’m receiving from everyone. Sometimes, I really want to give up. It’s true, what my sister said— having a boyfriend is much easier. But who cares about me anymore? They’re all running to her. I feel no...
"He'll come back.. one day."
It was always my goal to forget you. I find it unhealthy now. I can’t just forget you. You were the one who made me happy and feel beautiful, inside and out. I miss you. And a part of me always will. I want to believe that the past is the past but there’s always a feeling inside of me telling me you’ll come back.. one day.
I know I don’t know him, didn’t even met him, or even talked to him, but somehow, he made me happy. It was like last year all over again. At this time, I’ve already talked to my ex, and we were going on dates. I guess I just want to relive it so bad that it’s overwhelming me. I don’t have feelings for my ex anymore, but I do miss the feeling of being truely happy....